Star Sacerdotise - Thoughts and Poetry
Monday, May 17, 2004
Sunrise
I hear thunders far way, I can feel the storm comming, closer and closer. The sound becomming louder. The unstoppable presence of the rain arrives, waters to clean and carry all tears. My heart needs the rain and welcomes it as guest-of-honor to feast. Thunders are heralds as they announce that the pains will be taken by the waterflow, drowned in the cries of the drying fountain. And it rains, heavily, and it carries all suffering, desilusion, renewing the once lost and confused soul, and thunders growing stronger change the storm into music, feeding ears that seek consolation. And heavy drops fullfill the streets and alleys and cover my feet and soak my body, spreading relief all over me. And for eternal moments, I allow myself to be carressed by the rain, letting go all that hurts and weights. And thunders, as rain, move away, changing tune. And raindrops music from the sky calms the soul, now clean. And the storm goes by, as everything goes, taking with it the tears, the pain, leaving only happyness and hope that feed my most intimate dreams. And in the sky, after thunderstorm, the sun rises and a new raimbow rises with it. My soul smiles happy. A new morning has begun.
Dreams
I dreamt about you last night. And as all dreams, coherence and logic had no place. In my dream, you loved me. Your eyes smiled. The seashore wind blew, uncombing your dark hair. Peace commanded that cold and desert beach.
And I got lost at your smiling glance. And in awhile, I was inside your thoughts and they were calm as the the at the cold and desert beach. We were no loger there. Your arm embraced me in a long and warm hug and couldn't feel the sand on my feet.
Sheets werw everywhere. Your body was melted to the sheets and I could see glances of it melting to my skin. I could no longer see stars and ends among ourselves. I could feel your sweet smell in me and your hands touched all over me. I was surpassed by pleasure, devouring you. And I was plenty of you. Enlaced legs in sintony moved in the same rythim. Your mouth played with my neck, making me bristle. My nails making paths on your back and your heavyness was taking my breath away, and I burned in desire. Your mouth tattoed my breasts, that were desperately begging for more. In the end, souls mirrored in our eyes told we're satisfied. The spreaded sheets testified it. I fell asleep at your side and dreamt and when I woke up, from the dream within a dream, you were sleeping at my side. I went to the windos and saw the sunset and there was no more sea. For a moment, I looked back to the bed and it was not there. In its place, only an empty room. And you were gone. I woke up crying in despair. I don't know how long did it last, but I still have your bites on my breasts. Do you have scratches on your back?
I dreamt about you last night. And as all dreams, coherence and logic had no place. In my dream, you loved me. Your eyes smiled. The seashore wind blew, uncombing your dark hair. Peace commanded that cold and desert beach.
And I got lost at your smiling glance. And in awhile, I was inside your thoughts and they were calm as the the at the cold and desert beach. We were no loger there. Your arm embraced me in a long and warm hug and couldn't feel the sand on my feet.
Sheets werw everywhere. Your body was melted to the sheets and I could see glances of it melting to my skin. I could no longer see stars and ends among ourselves. I could feel your sweet smell in me and your hands touched all over me. I was surpassed by pleasure, devouring you. And I was plenty of you. Enlaced legs in sintony moved in the same rythim. Your mouth played with my neck, making me bristle. My nails making paths on your back and your heavyness was taking my breath away, and I burned in desire. Your mouth tattoed my breasts, that were desperately begging for more. In the end, souls mirrored in our eyes told we're satisfied. The spreaded sheets testified it. I fell asleep at your side and dreamt and when I woke up, from the dream within a dream, you were sleeping at my side. I went to the windos and saw the sunset and there was no more sea. For a moment, I looked back to the bed and it was not there. In its place, only an empty room. And you were gone. I woke up crying in despair. I don't know how long did it last, but I still have your bites on my breasts. Do you have scratches on your back?
